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annoyed much?,
Wednesday, April 28, 2010 @ 10:15 PM


whatever happen today. its very annoying~ tyvm.
open your eyes! and please THINK!

HIATUS,
Monday, April 26, 2010 @ 12:15 AM


will be on hiatus break^^
anyways. have been going out recently with weiyi to beach road to buy some of k-fooods^^.
then had dinner together. next week, lets go seoul garden!!! ~. ^^
last friday, uncle bought another love bird. very cute & pretty. i name it 'jambu' (pretty in malay) because the colour is very very jambu!! hahas^^

today. just came back from bugis. i've been going to bugis over and over again larrs. getting tired of it already-.-'' well today, went to see jayne's last performance with her school band. then i believe she will be focusing on her A's. it was my first and last to see band concert i supposed(: &it was awesome. jayne got her solo! like woooow! AMAZING. &there was this saxophone girl solo~ WOW. awesome^^but overall, it was kinda fun to watch., didnt get the chance to say hi to jayne and her parents! anyways. ...
HOPE TO MEET UP WITH YOU SOON JAYNE! before you get busy with your A's! ^^

sorry weihoon never reply your sms.
welcome the 4th member to twitter!,
Tuesday, April 20, 2010 @ 11:38 PM


as written on the title itself. lets welcome the 4th member of super junior into twitter^^ choi shiwon(: well. by looking from his twitter, i guess he did have it awhile back ago. just that no one realise that it was official and true^^ .. not until, shindong announced it.

anyways. school, nothing much happen though. but, PCI module .. having some difficulties -.-'' tsk the module is almost the same as etp~ but easier. thank god. BUT SIMILIAR -.-''
surprisingly, elder uncle came today. unusual though. but while he was here. i was sleepinggggg~
very tired^^ kept waking up in the middle of the sleeeep. now, dunno what to do...
bored.
welcome the 3rd member in twitter!,
Monday, April 19, 2010 @ 11:00 PM


as said and comfirm from shindong. super junior 3rd member, lee sungmin, has finally joined twitter ELF family^^ it seems like the craze of twitter addiction is going across the globe(?) first, shindong^^ then donghae^^ &now sungmin. i cant imagine if yesung got twitter. i will be over the moon. twitting everyday back to him... ^^ but, my guy(?)^^ is a man with little wordsss.

" 오빠, please encourage the other members to join twitter. "

i'm very happy that sungmin is twitting here and now. currently, as im blogging. he is very active in his twitter^^&i just kept commenting^^ do i sound like a stalker?! OH NONO!
anyways, currently im in happy mooood(: listening to seoulfm through itunes!^^ and its having marathon! niceeee. moment ago, there was SJ Marathon!, SS501 Marathon, etc. NOW!! Big Bang Marathon! ^^

Come to notice that the zuno showcase this may 1st, they decrease the price for the showcase! from $120 to $70! i want to gooooo. ohmygod. how? its like freaking tempting can! like fuck la. $70! that is like freaking good price. but, why am i hesitating to buy those tickets??
infact that, im dying to see zuno! &junsu. -should i give it a miss?- ahhhhhhhhhh!~ F YOU

redstar company initiate that SUPER SHOW 3 2011! @malaysia again?
" JANUARY? FEBRUARY? MARCH? "
... i don't care! i'm so going! ..

this friday i shall buy tons of SJ crackers! meeting up with weiyi^^ over the weekend, going to buy new extra school shoes -.-'' ㅋㅋ
....
today after school, went to eat dinner with amira and amalina @long john silver. sorry amira for ignoring you. seriously, over @ the long john silver, was having continuous and enjoyable moments talking about assumption! cant help it. we came from the same school. &we were talking from the bitch to the spirits! lols.

those bitch totally irritates me big time! those were the days. the bitchy days(?)

meet up with sis, over to bugis. went to accompany sis for her dinner over @kfc. DIE DIE! she wanted to eat seoul garden, but sadly. i already ate my dinner together with friends^^. maybe perhaps next time. was walking around bugis junction and showing sis all those stuff that i wanted to buy^^ .. especially those jumpsuits! ^^ also, mention that i wanted to buy guess wallet^^ ...
then show sis around of iluma, and show her around^^ .. then we bought drinks over @coffee bean.
coffee bean addiction.

bought dinner for uncle &cant help it to notice super junior was on the bookshelf! OF COURSE! i bought my issue^^ ... how can i not?! finish reading it on the way back home. was only interested in ZUNO & SJ! they were talking about the super show 2 over @malaysia, that i went^^.

to think, that uncle too went to bugis! no wonder, he didnt pick up my calls! he was with her girl! -.-'' should have pick me up along the way lars. what the heck? ...
going off now, guess .. sungmin already stop twitting! please twit back tmr^^ now~
going to put face mask^^ goodnight.loves &kisses.

,
@ 2:27 AM



HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA.
... not my favourite though. ^^
NO OFFENCE!!

i love SOOYOUNG (she do down-to-earth)
& HYOYEON. (very charisma)
&YOONA (innocent & sweet)
&SEOHYUN (maknae^^)

saturday with family,
@ 1:25 AM


as mention and as planned, went out with elder uncle, 4th uncle and 5th uncle for dinner^^ together with aunty and cousinss. at first, thought it was cancel! you have no idea, how devastated i was! all because elder uncle could not remember where he put his passport! ...
luckily, i remember where he last place his passport^^ it was in his new bag. (:
after receiving call from elder uncle, it's comfirm that he left his passport in there^^&JB here we come! yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
so. pick elder uncle up at cck, off to JB by second link, meet up 4th uncle at JB. thank god, there was no traffic jam^^ made a pit-stop over at the mosque to perform night prayer. we head over to the giant supermarket to buy all our necessary stuff! 4th uncle and aunty sure buy alot of snacks! JEALOUS. hahas. though elder uncle, ask me to take alot of snacks, i just cant figure out what to buy either!! -.-''

after done with our shopping, 4th uncle bought us to this seafood restaurant. the last time we went was, 5 years back(?) it was really very looooong time. the last time we went was together with mommy^^

the weird part was! when we step in, everyone was looking at us! LIKE WHAT? are we aliens? -.-'' TSK! weird-ooo. ^^ so we had 7 people there, sis couldnt make it -.-'' so we were like ordering this and that. we had SEAFOOD^^ &chilli crabs for me please^^ for once, i didnt had itch. i think my seafood allergies is gone(: i was sure, wasnt scratching myself. but, for 7 people, for sure. we sure order quite alot of seafood^^. crabs, squid, prawns, clam, fish, vegiess and ice-cream^^
was freaking full, dinner was on elder uncle^^ .. then uncle give each of us allowance ^^ ...
little cousin get their shares. i and sis get too. so did aunty^^ 5th uncle too^^. THANK YOU UNCLE(:
bless you uncle^^ going to wait for daddy's shares too^^ then end of month. SIS! hahas. shall collect all, and hopefully. buy my bag(?) or should i go and see ZUNO!!!! 1st may!! S$120!!!!

drive down to esso, bought some chewy chewy (shhh) and drink hot tea! i so need it^^ &off home. SLEEP.
its saturday,
Saturday, April 17, 2010 @ 1:45 AM


its finally saturday. its time to enjoy the weekends~ anyways. i'm looking forward to today's dinner together with cousins and unclesss~ not sure if sis will be joining, she and her work ~
anyways, today woke up late! i think, my lateness mode has been activated!! ahhhhhhhh. hope not^^
... today, kept feeling cold~ i think going to fall sick alreadys. after school, reach home and fall asleep. sleep for quite some time. ^^ then finally eat, that was my dinner, lunch and breakfast.

... nothing much to update also. dunno what to update either. ^^ anyways. 24th april, jang geun seok coming to singapore! 25th april, going to see jurong junior college concert band, see jayne last performance. 1st may, junsu and junho coming singapore! (make me want to see them badly) $120!!! ahhh. should i, should i? ticket still available!! hahas.

now watching video. variety show, about of course. super junior^^ ... i cry)): they talking about donghae father pass away who pass away on 8 august 2006, while my mom pass away on 8 august 2007! same day. just one year difference! very scaryyy~ ))":
then yesung talks about his father got into accident BIG ACCIDENT, maybe cannot wake up again, and didnt want to tell yesung, dont want to make him stressss. ahhhhhhhhh! so sadddd.
criessss.

i hope this year, uncle got ticket for the F1! i want to go. last 2 years, went with diana. last year, didnt go! @korea. i hope this year, uncle got extra ticket^^
alivee~,
Friday, April 16, 2010 @ 12:01 AM


still alive. seems like school hours is really very short^^ &im loving it. but i hate all the attention that we're getting from the student in bishan. very weird and akward. maybe perhaps, there's this irritating feeling as well.
but overall school is okkays. hand over uncle's amy namecard to mr lee, going to ask uncle amy's regarding my attachment^^ hope there is some positive response. i hope. PLEASE.
. tomorrow is friday. cant wait for saturday. night out with whole family and cousins, jolly well going to enjoy our dinner out. ^^ hope we're going to some nice place instead of spicez ... bukit timah -.-'' hope to go to malaysia instead. that would be fabulous^^

not going to update more today. very tired. going to sleep now.
since school start, been sleeping early. very tired, very exhausted! HELP
surviving,
Wednesday, April 14, 2010 @ 11:43 PM


chatting with teckwhye now^^ &got good news. i pass my taekwondo grading test and now im brown belt.^^ i even twit to tell donghae. yesterday night, donghae was twitting. few minutes before i close the window. &so i reply to his tweet ^^

saying: goodnight donghae .. with lots of loooooooooves ^^ then soon, donghae twit back &says goodnight ELF! unexpectedly .. he was replying in english!!^^ ohmy. he had always twit in korea&this is the first time he twit in english.

... i wonder if he is twitting back to me^^ (dreaming) i guess at that point, there were alot of elf twitting back to him.^^ i want to buy a blackberry toooo. then can 24/7 twit^^ ...

anyways. today is the 2nd day of school. still surviving. and its not that bad though, things went perfectly i supposed. ms felina class was awesome. she really knows how to talk, &for sure she was talking way fast^^ classroom is okkay i supposed. at least there's a table/support to write notes. the director, ms kim(?) was very nice to us again. accepting all our request and answering our queries^^
saw amira and asrul today. my two secondary school friends. its been years! fitri didnt came today! ): hope to see her tomorrow around campus. i guess, school is alright.. its not as bad as i thought it would be. really very tired. ahhhhhhhhh.

have been waking up early and leaving the room early. before uncle nags at me over and over again. (dying) so thats why been early whenever meeting up with shikin for school. after school, went out with weiyi. decided to slack at coffee bean^^ drink couple of blended drinks. &we were watching some cute videos and was planning for our korea trip^^

body very aching. &seems like donghae isnt twitting now)): sadddddddddddddd. hope tmr will see he twitt^^ hope he reply my twit! pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee((: anyways. got to say this!!!
uncle today sleeping at my room! because the girl today sleep here &she conquer the room-.-' so uncle will be snoring .. ahhhhhhhhhhhh(zzz) cannot sleep-.-''
어떻게? ....

lastly ~
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY SHIKIN SOPTOH!
this is killing me~,
@ 1:43 AM


it was very relaxing to actually waking up at noon today. on school days. one word to describe it 'awesome!' .. anyways, decided to meet up with the girls to do the 1st project. seriously, it's really killing me -.-'' TSK
anyways. we went to national library of singapore. (first time trip there) ^^ very nice. very big! and for once, we got lost! goshhh. worst than a tourist? ㅎㅎㅎ
so we were doing our project at this open space. its kinda cool, and you can actually do all sort of noise there! despite you're in a library. ^^ ㅋㅋㅋ
saw LOUIS SHENG (LS), guess he was either with his girl? ^^ was very sure it was him. but, didnt dare to look upon him. but i guess, he knew i was there. ㅎㅎㅎ ㅋㅋㅋ okays. whatever ^^

seriously this report is killing me. it's so freaking hard to find the article, & all this information about the year 2 not making their way to POLY is seriously scaring the crap out of me. -.-'' tyvm

uncle is already making fuss of me sleeping late, its going to be tough for me to really wake up early for school tmr. (very irritating already) .. &his gf keep calling! like hello. its already after midnight. SHUT UP WILL YOU?!

now very annoyed with everything. even to the song that im listening too. this is really too much. what's with ~ project on the first day. RIDICULOUS. seriously~

tomorrow after school, going to meet with weiyi^^ slack @coffee bean
hope weihoon can make it. pleaseeeeeeee~ ♥ ♥

today donghae tweet 3 times. he at thailand(?) and drinking and eating alot too^^ he mention, the weather is cold^^ true true. the wind very strong. very cold^^ ㅎㅎㅎ
thank you sue unnie for giving me encouragement especially now when im really down and feeling annoyed with everything. ^^ love you.
have been complaining @twitterㅋㅋㅋ

SHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

donghae! shindong!! please twit more. ㅋㅋㅋ♥
Oh! My Lady JJANG!!♥

,
@ 1:42 AM




very sweet right? our first neoprint together.
&the last time i took neoprint was with weihoon^^ nitec days.
I JUST REMEMBER


ohmygod! im soo down right now. BUT.
sue unnie told me that donghae is ON! twitting with his blackberry^^
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ♥♥ cair bep! ^^ (im soo happy)

thank you donghae.

now he know that he can twit using his BB! he will twit more^^
love that. love it.
donghae jjang! blackberry jjang! iphone jjang!!




,
Tuesday, April 13, 2010 @ 2:32 AM


im still having holiday mood. its 2.30am now and i cant seem to be falling asleep. instead i'm all awake and my eyes is bright open^^

currently. other than frustrated with myself for not being able to find those info on our 1st project! im downloading all the nice song that i hear from http://listen.seoul.fm/ .. very nice^^ &can request song. so i can listen to my favourite song 24/7! hahas.
with this radio, i can download more songs. just finish downloading couple of songs. &ipod is fully charge.

hmm. since there is nothing else to do now. &uncle going to kill me knowing that im still online at this time! ^^ shall off laptop & play psp!
suddenly memories flashed through my mind. OHMYGOD. i cant believe i just did those back then. this is soo embarrassing! KILL ME. seriously
1sy day of school.,
Monday, April 12, 2010 @ 5:04 PM


only one word to describe my first day over at bishan, RIDICULOUS. it was totally absurd! teacher was there bombing us with what will going to happen this one semester. &seriously. whoever had this idea of transferring all the banking over to bishan, is really out of his/her freaking mind! curse you!! school so big over at cck, you're telling me now. there is no space for banking students?! that does not even make any sense at all.

teacher started to give books, after we settle down. then, next she was like telling us how the year 2 was doing and stuff. it was really very resourceful to hear their experience and stuff. but seriously! its the first day of school after our break. is there something nicer that you can tell us?
the only good thing throughout the whole day is .. "TOMORROW NO SCHOOL" beats me! &i dont care! ^^

but instead of going to spent the whole afternoon tmr twitting and stuff. there's project we have to complete within this 1day break. OH! COME ON! what the heck? the first day of school, there's already project. cant you at least let our body loosen up a little. at least tour around the school or something? noooooooooo~ none of those ever came across their mind. -.-'' tsk

class was freaking small. we had to hold up in this entrepreneur room. NOW WHAT? dont tell me, that we dont have anymore classroom to spare for us? IS THIS PETATIC OR WHAT? seriously. it just keeps getting ridiculous.
&the worst part and the most petatic and ridiculous and the most unsatisfying is that .. there's this 2 banking hall that were given to us. (thank you very much) ... &we have to take our shoes off before entering is one thing! next there is no table and chairs. and we have to seat on the floor. seriously. whats with that?
..

again. whoever came out with the idea of us putting over at bishan is really the most kind-hearted person ever! NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...
this whole thing is just completely so wrong.
,
@ 1:50 AM


HELP! i cant sleep. looking at the time, its almost 2am in the morning, i ever wonder if i could wake up tmr morning?! still need to go to bugis to buy school shoes! damn.
my fingers are itching to touch this keybords. my eyes are very awake especially at this time. i just cant fall asleep. NOT USED TO SLEEPING THIS EARLY NOW.
im so in deep big shits!

.... anyways. shall leave the computer on, charging ipod^^
goodnight.
it was almost the end of my life!,
Sunday, April 11, 2010 @ 7:40 PM


in the afternoon, decided to go to queensway again to get another of my long skirt get alter. As it is impossible for me to be wearing that short skirt to school, especially on the first day of school! DANG! anyways .. uncle was nice enough to drive me off to queensway^^ (thank you)
but on our way there. there were couple of new drivers who were pissing uncle off. &seriously, it makes me feel all guilty. but the mainpoint was !!!

'BOTH OF US ALMOST GOT KILLED BY CAR ACCIDENT!'

freaky or what?! so was on the highway and there were cars and lorries everywhere. uncle was changing lane, and there this taxi suddenly budged in and uncle had to make an emergency brake. the brakes sound is freaking loud! and totally scary. &came to realise that both of us didnt wore seatbelts. what happen if we both flung out? gosh! what a scene.
... trauma there for a moment. uncle was like laughing away~ i think he also felt the same as i do.

... off to sent my skirt for alteration and uncle was like. why you want to alter? isnt keeping the skirt short is good? .... i was like 'GOOD?' i'll look like a bloody nerd walking around the school with the skirt below my knees! -.-'' ... it was totally ridiculous! ....

after alteration been made, had to wait for half an hour. and we took a walk around queensway. all the time, i was like following uncle everywhere he went. he went to look for levis shirt, then off to find some adidas bag. then off to find adidas shoes. then off to limited edition, where he buy this adidas cap^^ very nice! and im totally in love with this adidas jacket at limited edition. its awesome and nice^^ butS$ !!!!!!! $148. ohmy.
then off to take my skirt, and finally home^^

tomorrow school! ah. NOT IN THE MOOD. govt, can you please extend the holidays.
burn the school, or another attack of H1N1~~ do whatever please to extend the holiday. totally still in holiday mood.
twitter addiction,
@ 12:05 AM


" it's twitter addiction, i telling you! "
yupp, im so addicted with twitter. BEATS ME?!! other than i'm following donghae and shindong twitter.. im having a blast twitting around^^
anyways. IM SCREWED! totally screweddd. here's the deal ~
went to queensway, little miss idiot here! decided to get the old school skirt alter. upon collecting the alter skirt, ... unknowingly the skirt was short. shorter then the way i expected. it was short, that it can be used to go clubbing. PANIC! how the heck am i going to where those on the first day of school.
" its totally ABSURD! "
away from the skirt problem, went to west coast plaza to return the dvd's movie. thinking to rent couple more of movie to watch tonight. but there wasnt seem any interesting movie that caught my eyes. most of them were action and thrilled movie.
after returning, thought of slacking alone at starbucks. but it was full with the 'angmohs' .. really~ it was unusual and rare indeed. so decided to head down to coffee bean instead ...
"HI!" .... i wonder who~ it was none other than my stepsister. it was totally unexpected. it didnt came across my mind that she was working there. IT WAS AKWARD. so i was just lost and smilling like a fool. but she was nice, smilling away ??
for a second there, i thought of just stepping away from the coffee bean but, that would be rude. so, i just find a spot and order myself some drinks. continue to read my storybook and a sudden
"BYE!" ... i wonder who~ but it was none other than my stepsister again. she was knocking off from her shift. seriously, it was akward! ^^ but, i guess it was nice of her to say hi and bye? if me, i would just simply ignore! i guess, i need to change that bad habit of mine^^
.. left approximately at 5pm and head home. exhausted and tired. totally isnt in the mood for schooling.. i want more holiday please.
,
Friday, April 9, 2010 @ 11:22 PM


there's that one day that i wish had never ended
' 20 March 2010 '

there's that one day that i wish had never happened
' 08 08 2007
'

today the whole day was watching the dvd movie that i rent out. finally, i've completed watching it, i'm not in the rush to return it either. in the afternoon, watch the korea movie, 'who slept with her' .. stupid movie i supposed, but i swear i could remember that cikgu z said that she enjoy watching the show and it was funny and stuff.
after watching that, went to watch ponyo the cliff sea. ^^ very super cute and lovely show. its about true love, but in terms of small kids and animation love. ^^.

serve up some burger for dinner and continue to read my book for a moment. uncle off to meet up with his girl. i thought they broke! but they didnt. i hope she didnt come over tonight. her face make me all stress up! ^^.

.. after reading decided to read my story book~ went to watch the last movie i had, which was sky of love, i still remember that jayne says the movie is a boring movie. but i could swear this movie isnt boring at all. it for sure make me cry! their love story was so beautiful till hiro die. ahh! make me cry couple of times. he was always there for her. ^^
**im still in the mood of talking for sky of love*
and here i am, its only 11.40pm ... and now i got no more movie to watch, shall rent out more tomorrow. i swear! im spending money on rentals of dvd movie. but its better than being buried with homeworks and project ^^.

i wish 'Oh! My Lady' has uploaded the other episod. so i can watch, so i'll either now look for online video/drama to watch, or i shall .. read my book or i shall sleep(which will never ever happen!) lols.

'goodbye for now'
shindong twitter ..,
@ 5:32 PM



... after translating this, it is true that lee dong hae has a twitter and it is said that only two of super junior has a twitter. i wonder the other's twitter that i follow is true? ... but anyways. i shall follow closely to shindong and donghae twitter.
... moments ago, donghae and shindong twit that they are now at Philippines! for their last super show 2 concert! im sure everyone will be happy and thrilled and the members will enjoy themselve! ♥
& cant wait for the 4th jjib/ 4th album^^

... now sue unnie and me are following twitter closely and encouraging both shindong and donghae in preparation for their 4th album.
'SUPER JUNIOR 4TH ALBUM JJANG! '
a day out in the city,
@ 12:23 AM


basically, it wasn't exactly what i called 'a day out in the city' but more of just slacking and hanging out with siti. unfortunately, we didn't took photos today. so we were basically just chilling out and catching up with each other.
we had our breakfast together for the first time and together we took our breakfast at changi airport terminal 3, Ernie Swensens. the good thing in changi's swensens, there's this salad buffet, so we kinda had our salad and fruits before our main dish arrived.
after lunch, we head out to bugis .. buy couple of chewy junior^^ and we head out to bugis street. find some stuff, and off we head to I Love U My Ass! ILUMA. weiyi taught me to remember the name! lol.

walk around the adidas shop. i love the jeanss~ then! saw the shirt, the pants, the bag that lee hyori advertise! goshhhhhh~
then we head to coffee bean to chill out, had couple of drinks and cake to go along with. and we were discussing to get each of us something for each other as a memoryy~

' necklace? bracelet? ring? '

head home before uncle does, and off to return my rental dvd's and yet again, i borrow another 3 movie dvd's. rent out some old show, ponyo japan animation! M18 korea sex comedy show! and one more dvd, i forgot. ~
had a surprised visit .. aunty lin, uncle and cousin came over to singapore from JB. coools! so everyone again gather in the house. while the adults talk, of course! i will be the one entertaining them^^. &off they head home.
and i shall sleep soon. body aching. GOSH
holiday expires in few days,
Wednesday, April 7, 2010 @ 10:14 PM


holiday will soon be expired in few days time. sad but true. and im so currently still in holiday mood, tyvm. anyways, before school commence once again for 1 long semester and before we have to head to the books once again.
already arrange some nice plans tomorrow. shall go out with dearly secondary school friend, siti♥
out of sudden, having craving for coffee bean. chilling out with friends at coffee bean.

'i think im having too much of caffeine, tyvm'

finally decided to go changi airport, as there is the coffee bean and also swensens. we can both hang out at the coffee bean and at the same time have our lunch over at the swensens. previously had lunch over at swensens with uncle and cousins. it was fantastic. so i shall come back again. ♥

♥♥ 'swensens' ♥♥

finally, have finish watching my movies dvd that i rented out all 4 of them. today, watch the twilight new moon and my girlfriend is an agent. must i say that new moon really have a stupid ending.

'will you marry me? , bella? ' ... WHAT THE?
my girlfriend is an agent, is not bad. there was laughter. but ~ again ...
the ending ... it was funny though!


another loss,
@ 1:55 AM


i find it very crucial that every time there is a chalet organized by fellow friends, it just so happen that i will loss a family member. its too much of coincidence, don't you think so? it has not only happen once, but in fact it happened twice. this is way too freaky.
glad that the rest are having fun at the chalet. but today, it was really very tiring day for all of us, family.

cousin boyboy send message to 5th uncle, elder uncle and 4th uncle. saying that uncle hussein has passed away at 4am. for all this while, i thought that this uncle hussein of mine, was just a relative. as we werent that close.
elder uncle was like saying to me .. uncle hussein is my uncle, my mom's brother. they can say they're related but not in the way of blood-related. its kinda hard to explain. but, yeah~ so. he died of liver cancer, . crucial! you'll never know what will you die of? ...

5th uncle was already messing with me 4am in the morning, right after he got the sms. after hearing the message that he wanted to tell me, i cant help but to fall asleep. but, he was just there. tickling me leg and apparently, making me stay awake.
everyone had to take an urgent leave from work, and off uncle drove us to hougang. then saw my unknown cousins, whom i never knew all these while.
its sickening dont you think? not knowing that's your cousin. ... atrocious! ...
anyways. now 3 of my cousin is going to lead a sad life. i feel sad for them as well.
'a life without mother, and now life without a father'

anyways. then off to cemetery then off we went for our breakfast. and by the time reach home, it was already 2pm! slept for a while and woke up by evening.

**out of the blue, you're making me sick! i guess, there are still people who still follow people's butt and still following whatever they do.
TAKE NOTE!
these people are LABEL as the BRAINLESS PEOPLE.
if seen, possible to stand away from them when you see them.

the type of people who wants to act all cool. but, if you take a look at them. they are just bunch of brainless people, as said. who is fooling only themselves.
if they're your friends. save your pride and most importantly, save your soul!
twitter,
Tuesday, April 6, 2010 @ 12:37 AM



just had the sudden thoughts of posting my twit ...
speaking from bottom of my heart,
@ 12:28 AM


If only you knew..
how much i truly want to be with you

especially when you cry.

what's the plan for tomorrow?,
Monday, April 5, 2010 @ 11:34 PM


was out the whole afternoon. before the guys went for their chalet, had lunch with weihoon over at clementi. after meeting weihoon, off she go to meet with the rest to chalet. and off i go to west coast plaza alone. had some difficult time to figure out how to reach there.
upon reaching west coast plaza, decided to head over to starbucks first. i wonder if am i addicted to starbucks? i wonder am i having too much caffeine for my age?
then off wander around the west coast plaza. it was still as empty as i last visited. and there were couple of things that i were particularly interested in.

.. did a membership with the laserflair, to rent couple of movies to watch over the weekdays. and on my way back, bought some fruits as a gift for a visit for amalina.
'' may you have a speedy recovery, dear ''

just in time for dinner. but there was nothing for dinner tonight ^^ so decided to just watch my movie. currently, watching harry potter and the half blood prince. i miss watching it on cinema. and i got to say its hilarious, i supposed. it is way better than the last series, harry potter and the order of phoenix. and i just love the way they talk, with the accent and everything. its kinda cool. but i got to admit that there are a lot of snogging happening.

maybe i should watch more of british accent??


lonely,
@ 12:48 AM


miss the part to wish happy birthday to lee hyukjae.
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im already missing the kids.
this house has suddenly become quiet. (zzz)
i miss the kids running around the house. bickering with each other over toys.
fighting taking turns over the psp. and all of us would take the psp, waiting for our turns.
im already missing them.
now, i feel so empty. the house too feels empty. no soul is still alive in this house.
(zzz)

i miss sleeping together with the kids.
having them by my side. trying to keep them warm, protecting them from nightmares.
come back children!!

아이, 너를 보고 싶어요
weekend with family,
Sunday, April 4, 2010 @ 3:57 PM


taekwondo grading test is finally over during the weekend. had to wake up as early as 5.30am and had to take train all the way to kembangan. throughout the whole journey,i slept! ^^
and to think that, i was the first few who reach the grading venue first. -.-' if only i can wake this early to school. HA! as if that is going to happen. tsk.

firstly. got to say .. i am so so so sooooooory amy. apparently, i was amy's taekwondo sparring partner. and during the sparring! ohmygod. all the while of the sparring, i kept kicking amy very hard! and till make her step over the ring. then, she began to kick me back and in the end, we were both kicking each other hard!
but, i guess i kick amy too hard till her leg was swollen! ahhh. i am sooo sooo soooo soorry amy.

didnt wait for the guys to finish their sparring. ooops! sorry. was too tired, and head back home. through out the whole journey back didnt sleep but, end up was reading my book. by the time reach home, it was already noon. and totally sleep for the next 4 hours.
there was people msging me. there were people calling my phone. calling the house phone, i just could not bother and contiune to sleep for alittle while.

woke up at 4pm and saw uncle msg. saying that, relative from KL coming to singapore! alamak! straight away woke up la! hahas. and to find, i got flu~ yiacks!! do last minute cleaning of house.
finally, all away from KL, cousin's arrive. chit chat here and there, and it was time for dinner.

as usual, we had dinner outside and we went for something special. (hahas) we didnt went to our usual place which was either the west coast, the spicez at river valley, or the bukit timah. 4th uncle bought us to a new eating place which was at ang mo kio to eat ribs! haha. 4th uncle already made the necessary reservations, in total we got 14 people.
and the dinner was on 4th uncle. thank you uncle for the splendid dinner. and other than ribs, we received a complimentary dish from the boss! thank you.
and we off home.

4th uncle send elder uncle home. and while all of us follow 2nd uncle home to clementi. reach home, all of us except the adults were in my room. with lights off, one group gathering infront of my laptop, one group playing psp. then soon everyone was starring at the laptop. to think that, all my cousin were all younger than me! tsk.
all of them wanted to watch singapore ghost stories -.-'' they were so cute ^^
they wanted to watch but if you see closely, all of them were covering their face with either my blanket or with my pillow! haha. so cute^^

in the end. all of us fall asleep in my room. the most thing that i enjoy is sleeping together and squeezing together, kicking each other in sleep. sharing blankets together. it may sound weird, but the feeling is very cozy, like a family and we are!! ^^
changing ..,
Friday, April 2, 2010 @ 8:41 PM


im still alive and kicking! hahas. yupp. did get a lecture by uncle and soon from elder uncle, 4th uncle and maybe perhaps from uncle jasni and 2nd uncle. gosh. is my GPA that bad? gesh!

finally! managed to finally step to the library to borrow a book! and i'm engrossed reading this book. i just keep on flipping page by page. hahas! this is a good change i supposed. finally, went to BPP last night with natasha. thanks for keeping me company(: and now im in chapter 6! ahhas. not bad right? in the past, i was too freaking lazy to even complete reading one page! THAT WAS TERRIBLE MAN!

anyways. uncle wont be home tonight till sunday. that means i will have the whole house to myself till sunday. thought of going out tonight, but got taekwondo grading test tomorrow morning. got to sleep early tonight. (if i can) and have to wake blooody 5.30am in the morning.

deeply sorry to weihoon and weiyi! was supposed to go slack with them at starbucks and chit chat. but i last minute, cannot make it! i totally forgot about today plans. and one of my relative recently got admitted to hospital. GOSH! today, totally very busy.
early morning today. had to wake up at 7am in the morning, on a public holiday! ahh~
all of us decided to visit grandma, grandpa and mommy's cemetery. then off to take breakfast.
then uncle off to their friday prayers. then off to hospital. really very exhausted.
and 5th uncle today decided to go fishing over at malaysia till sunday.

sis! want go clubbing?! hahas.