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When I Miss you, I re-read our old conversations and smile. :') -
There are Moments In life when we Miss someone So much that we just Want to pick then from our Dreams., and HUG them for Real :')! Isn't it :D? ♥

HEADACHE. )):
& feeling very stuffy. even after midnight! it's supposed to be windy at this time!
ahhh. suddenly remind me back at korea. during this time! omg. IT IS FREEZING MAN!
SINGAPORE SNOW SNOW SNOW !!!! IF IT DOES, SCARY SIA! laugh out loud.
tonight, shall sleep at uncle's room! ahaahha

well today, sister came over to eat dinner with us. and since, sister came! it was indeed a rare event! and so elder uncle decided for the 4 of us to eat out for dinner! yesss.
i order wrong food! should have order mutton chop! aish. forgot about that! so i went to order dunno what. NOT NICE! end up make my stomach very full for nothing.
NOT NICE NOT NICE. hahaha. alamak. (DUNIA SUSAH!) lol.

ohmygod. i got my book ready beside me. but i didnt touch it for the past 1 hour!! haha. too lazy to even touch it. or worst, write notes. FREAKS. hahahah. and SVE mock test like next week. ohmygod. my head hurts. HIDUP PUNYA LA SUSAH!
i feel like i am totally not serious about this semester exams! WTF?
tmr the whole morning wil be out. had to attend to uncle's event.

no video to watch! all family outing up to date i have finish-ed watching. &there is no website that can keep me company! anyone can recommend me some website?

its all about revision revision and revision now.
finally everyone is fully done with their ETP presentation.
& the funny part was that. the guys were like shaking hands and hugging each other.
saying, ETP is finally done. haha!
im not sure myself if that is even normal. LOL.

anyways. IM NOT GOING TO GERMANY. sad but ... not that sad.
hahahahaha.

so today got to say that JIAHAO is really out of his mind. he tottally did weird things today.
walking around banking hall one side barefooted.
he unzip his pants! .. HA!. he is totally crazy. THAT IS WHAT I CALL ENTERTAINMENT!
and so, jiahao and sean were doing something .. XXXX! what the heck.

and so. it calls off for the one week of school! ((:
off to woodlands to study. while weihoon and co went to play bowling. i wanted to go. BUT
exams~ sigh.

so end up shikin, me and mira went to study under the void deck somewhere at woodlands. with the sun shinning brightly and burning our bodies! (HIDUP SUSAH PE!) while amalina and lynn were studying inside the library.

note: when there is a bunch of boys. there is always a MAT-REP! meaning, a guy full with craps and nonsense! ((: in which. ...
ONLY happens to typical malay boys ...

very cute video of SJ and SNSD ... to promote tourist to come to KOREA.
very cute and very nice. I LOVE IT. hahahhahaha.
so must watch watch watch ... im actually downloading this video into my ipod.
loooves.

apparently, yesterday was kinda busy the whole afternoon. all with the ETP and stuff. finally! ETP is out of mind. and i should really start studying now already. or im so dead. count count left with 12 more days to real exam. like freaking shit! F!
and i havent even start anything. neither did my friends. like wthell?

so ya. after school. met with diana, huiying, khenghong, DJ and michelle lee. we're visiting weihoon. so finally! get to see weihoon. at first look, see weihoon very pity. (teary eyes) the rest pay their respect to weihoon's dad. except me and diana.

then we sat down, and talk around. i was just muching onto the peanut. haha! dunno why. while uncle DJ, keep munching the sunflower seed. !! haha. should i bring some sunflower seed to school today too? hahahah!

so when we were at the wake. all the way, i was talking to weihoon. asking about her relative. hahaha. i didnt even realised that i actually asked alot of things la. sorry weihoon :X
but at least weihoon feel comfort when we were there. but soon after we're gone. hais.
' i understand the feeling ' ... you'll either suddenly feel sad/moody or alone. can even cry)): ..
been there, done that. BAD FEELING.

so while sms-ing with weihoon. my phone went flat! shit. so, charge and fall asleep -.-''
wake up at 7 today, and msg weihoon. haha.

so the past 2 days, (today & yesterday) spent the whole afternoon doing ETP project 3. &looks like there is still more to do. &my group isnt the only one who isnt done with ETP. hahaha.
well. drastically, doing and breaking head/brain over it really causing my energy to DIE on me!

was supposed to do revision for WBS/BPS ... mock test today. but, what the heck! i didnt even open the book! and i have yet to make notes for my exam. OH BLOODY SHIT. i better wake up. and get everything started. this is freaking SHIT!
this is for real.

really find something very ridiculous.
but i dont know why i just cant accept it.
i guess i just find it very ridiculous and .. insincere?
FREAKS.

GOING TO VISIT WEIHOON TODAY!
very worry.
very scared.
very troubled.

the whole school day, has been doing ETP counting here and there. &this is very frustrating.
plus, lina will not be free this two days! ( T.T ) ... etp due like just next week! i guess.
tomorrow meeting shikin and amira to do etp AGAIN! (-.-)"

so many things to edit.
so many things to change! FUCK!
&there isnt time to study. (damn)

T I R E D

just finish doing some entrepreneur cash flow thingy thing. head spins~ have to keep counting your money and all those stuff. so yea. &there is a whole lot more to do. profit and loss and many more INCOMPLETE. UNCOMPLETE.

thank god. today amira, shikin and me start doing it. if not, i swear! everything will be all jumble out. and messy and chaotic. while amalina going to be busy with her own thing. so yea.

school was sleepy. the day start out with a nerve breaking germany interview. shall not elaborate more on that, but just to describe it in one sentence. "I THINK I DID NOT DO WELL" ... if i wasnt selected. oh well~ hahahhahaahahhahaha.

&the rest of the day was just flowing very normally. the main highlight is ...
I SAW EYE CANDY. and he is just soo. 'shall keep it to myself' ...
** dies **

ok. so got news from weihoon, about his dad's health. it was really bad. i was really scared. weihoon was crying. OMG. OMG OMG. I REALY CRY FOR WEIHOON AND SHAMEEMAH.

listing all the things that need to be done. FREAKS! there is so many things to be done.

SMOKE KILLS!

before proceed to anything. have to wish birthday to 2 creature.
Firstly, to cousin. NAUFAL SHAFIQ. happy 14th birthday boy! love ya lots.
secondly, to my ex-college. EMMANUEL. EMI~~ happy birthday EMI! haha. lots of love.

die die, have to start studying and do revision already.
so currently not talking to uncle. CURRENTLY, had a tiff with him. well, it all happened last night. before i say anything. i got to mention this;
"I HATE GUYS WHO ALWAYS THINK AND DEPEND THE LADIES TO DO ALL THE HOUSEWORK" (fuck off!)

yupp. so i was freaking pissed off with him! because he keep making me do this and that. it was super freaking irritating~ bloody shit. im not his bloody wife. or even maid~ if you want all this thing to spotless! then ask your lovely mandy to do all those shit! ...
a lil small thing, also darn lazy to move a finger. all he does is complain! nag! complain! wtf!
i have other things to do rather than to do all these shits...

so ya. i was pissed off the whole night. i lock my room. try to sleep, the more im awake the more angry i get. keep tossing here and there. bloody shit! i cant sleep larrs. keep wake up 3 in the morning. SPOOOKY~ hahha.
so listen to song, straight go sleep.

suddenly.
after craving for chilli crab.

out of the sudden.
im already craving for another food that in singapore, i guess its impossible to get~
hmmmm. there was this food, i ate when i was in korea.
this steamed egg.

its no ordinary egg. its very moist and just perfect.
ahhh. i wish i got a korea aunty, who can cook korea food for me! :P
though one of my uncle is currently living in korea, i doubt he can cook steamed egg for me. )):
as he is only there for business work.
but! he;s been there for years!! haha! sorry uncle. ((kekekekeke)
i want korea aunty! hahaha.
wait long lonnnng ....

2nd day of lunar new year. singapore is still a silent country. neighbours house is filled with guests. so today as planned out. we went to malaysia, JB to visit grandma/grandpa and cousin! ((:

uncle's friend and his thailand wife tag along as they also wanted to go to JB for some shopping. so together we go to JB. uncle's friend wife, is very funny. its been a long time since she step to JB. then elder uncle start to tell everything to her. haha! and i was just listening.
listen from the history of my granduncle who once work for the sultan -to- he want to buy a terrace house in JB soon. haha! i was just like .... "woah" okkay. haha! i also dunno some of the details la!

she love to joke around. so when we reach, we ate breakfast/lunch together. then uncle drop them at the shopping centre while all of us go to grandma house.
we stayed for few hours there. when! 4th uncle called and say that he and his family are also in malaysia to do some groceries shopping and asked to meet for dinner. &so elder uncle asked granny along for dinner.

after everything has been settled and arranged. we went to cousin house! stayed there for awhile. after 7plus. we make a move. together with granny and fam. cousin and fam. all 10 of us, go for dinner. TODAY WE HAD SEAFOOD!

just wonderful. yesterday, i was already craving for chili crab! hahaha.
so when we reach there. the place is already packed with people! and the scenery its.. wonderful. the seafood restaurant was just along the sea~ so while you eat, you can enjoy looking at the sea. ((though when we reach there, it was already dark-.-)) haha.

we waited and waited for a table that can occupy 15 people. finally, as soon as we gotten table for us. i extra extra follow uncle go choose the seafood. haha! cousin choose the fish. I CHOOSE THE CRAB! hahha. uncle choose the shrimp. hahha!
total, we order big 4 fish, 5/6 crab, 1kg of shrimp and side dishes.

as usual ... elder uncle treat all of us to dinner! ((:
thank you. love you.

the fish it self cost RM370++
the crab RM100
the shrimp (dunno how much)
plus side dish. drinks. ... $$BOMB ....

everyone was feeling very grateful to elder uncle. &me of course, was satisfied with the crab!
i was eating only the crab la. haha! i guess, i ate 2/4 portion of all the crab there! haha. that is alot.
i guess i wont be craving for crab for the moment. :S

by the time we finish our dinner. it was already pass 11pm. so we walk around, take the fresh air. then we bid our farewell. &go different ways.
I WANT TO GO TO COUSIN AND GRANNY HOUSE AGAIN. ((:

Will you be my boyfriend?

내 남자친구가 되어줄래?
Nae namjachinguga doeeojullae?

Would you like to go out with me?

나랑 사귈래요?
Narang sagwillaeyo?

I'm crazy about you.

당신에게 반했습니다.
Dangsinege banhaetsseumnida.

It was love at first sight.

우린 서로 첫눈에 반했어요.
Urin seoro cheonnune banhaesseoyo

haha! was just browsing some korean phrases. well, i guess ill be sleeping soon. i wonder ...
how did all my chinese peeps out there celebrate their new year? hmmmm. hope everything is doing fine((: ... hope they had fun today (>.<))

well. today apparently, did nothing at home. was supposed to study! but instead, i continue watching FAMILY OUTING!! hahahaha. i miss all the happy time.
well. tomorrow going to malaysia. going to granny and cousin house~ .. hmmmm.

strike midnight.
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY♥♥♥♥♥. loooooves.
at that time was at east coast park. and the view~ ((woooooots))
damn nice, a unique scenery. one in a million view
the sky is full with stars. it was beautiful. and very romantic.
looooves.

--------edited------------ 14 02 2010
so yesterday, a surprised visit by cousin fam and her friends.
so they came to singapore, for a walk. but unfortunately, they came on the wrong day.
they wanted to walk around at town. BUT there were no business on new year eve. so yeah~
we apparently, were just doing window shopping.
so we walk from four season hotel, to ion to wisma. very tired and i absolute wore the wrong attire.

while uncle was entertaining cousin's friend, ayin. in which, they used to call each other. haha! well, i like ayin, she is better than mandy, uncle's girl. -.-''
while. me! chasing after ayin's daughter (yupp) she has a kid. & cousins son! i was apparently chasing them here and there. they were running here running there. ohmygod. both of them aged 2 and 4 respectively. so you can imagine how hyper these kids are! woooah. but both of them, are super cute laaars.

so ya. we took photo and stuff. apparently, they did not spent the night in singapore. and went home at night.

why?! uncle's girl has been sleeping here this few days. like hello~ its almost lunar new year, dosent she have some place she need to go? or something else to do? instead of actually doing the housechores for uncle ((-.-'''))
though she is 'hardworking' helping uncle iron ALL his clothes. i find it very irritating! VERY~ cant she GO AWAY? "GO AWAY~" .....

this morning, the airconditioner remote battery went out. &early in the morning. i was sleeping~ she woke me up! from my dreamland just to ask me, how to off the air-con? ((-.-''')) cant she just like instead manually press the off button! omg. RIDICULOUS! tyvmuch.

so today, BPS presentation is done! and it was bad. ahhhhh~ ( that sucks ) but, its already done and over. SO GET OVER IT! (>.<")) today got CNY celebration. i dont remember NITEC days there was such celebration??? (STM?)

after school, had plans with the girls. was supposed to play badminton! (-.-) but instead, we went to orchard for shopping. (^.^"))) we went to 313 round and round, looking for our needs. walk to taka then off to wisma~ it was very tiring. went to all the retail shop, but one shop i didnt step in! ahh. FCUK~ French Connection UK~ i want to look for FCUK teees. well, i guess next time.

suddenly keep looking for couple rings. hahaha! maybe i shall make one and give it as a present? ((>.<))

today, almost 2/3 of the class has done their BPS presentation. so today, the most outstanding presentation i guess was Nur Amalina's presentation. her presentation was explained in detailed. NOT BAD. congratz~

so finally, im done with my slides and my speech. suddenly feeling very nervous like in the middle of the night? like now is 2am! ohmygod.~~ hahaha. WEIRD. lols.
so after today, SVE roleplay is DONE!
BPS report and presentation is DONE!
all that is left is ETP project 3 and ... EXAMS~ hahaha.

germany interview will be in the morning this coming thursday after chinese new year! hopefully i can go to germany. ((: if choosen. 3 weeks BYE BYE...

well. today it was a sunny day. & we're going to feel this warm when we're in bishan? OHMYGOD. this is total crap man! please change uniform. CHANGE CHANGE. whoever dont want change, i really got no comment. as long when we've to wear this uniform at bishan! dont you ever complain!! or i'll really kill that person! ((damn ass)) hope nothing of this sort, will happen. I PRAY.

rahman came to visit us today. miss his jokes sia. hahah. &the most funny part is .. he keep on doing this kissing expression/face to me. ((HAHAHA)) very funny sia.
&today i saw eyecandy. CUTE! hahahahahaha. he look like boyish sia. ((: i like~~ so while at the canteen, keep looking at him. today, he never wear uniform)): he wear polo. i wonder which course is he in.. hmmm. left with few weeks to see him)):
gonna miss him. HAHAHHAA. ((my hwang taekyung.)) kekekekekeke...

MY SUPER JUNIOR SUPER SHOW CONCERT TICKET WILL ARRIVE THIS 18FEB!
finally can see SUPER JUNIOR! after 4 years. hahaahha! ((omg.)) coooools. hope weiyi can gooooo. WEIYIIIIII~

congratulations to classmate who had received awards today. so apparently, today assembly was prize giving presentation. give away all the certificates and it is the last assembly for banking. the next assembly, will be over to BISHAN. ohmygod.

so section head allow us to choose if we want to continue to wear this formal long shirt to bishan. or choose to wear the blue uniform that the admins are wearing~ ... though i dont like both of them. i would gladly to choose the admin uniform! because
1) there is NO AIR CONDITIONER class at BISHAN. (like what the heck??)
2) the classroom temperature is like in sauna! (oh my goood)
3) its just going to be a hot and freaking stuffy day if we wear that in an non-air conditioner room!

but still, some people choose to continue to wear the uniform, because.
1) financial
2) waste of money, only left with 6 months.
but, although its left with 6 month. i rather not die of heat stroke! or be stinky and smelly in the classroom. imagine everyone is all sweaty inside class. eew~ (dont want to even think about it) and if we have to wear that formal shirt, i think we have to keep changing new shirt everyday! and we dont have 5 uniform!!!
so.. NOW
I WANT TO CHANGE UNIFORM. no more formal shirt!

today, everything goes well. ((: -not in terms of school study thingsss- ... anyways
i saw eye candy~ ((hahahhahahahahhaahahaahha)) looking nice and steady~
plus he was wearing formal uniform. ppeeeweeeeet.
so when i walk pass him, i was smiling to myself. ohmygod.
he was looking very dashing. VERY~ but, ohmygod ... I SURE LOOK LIKE AN IDIOT!
the girls behind him, were like looking at me. PS! hahahahaaha.
one thing to describe him today. (CUTE) very handsome. ((kekekekeke))
sure everytime see him, sure make me smile. that is my 'eye candy' ...
...i shall stop now ...
well, other than 'eye candy' which caught my attention was .. this guy~ nitec.
i dunno why, but what caught my attention was that~
he is a gentleman~ &i swear to you. his gentleman, actually make me remember his face! lol.
what a nice guy~ kekekkee.

well. roleplay today. was okkay i guess~ but throughtout the whole roleplay. i really feel very nervous! and i cant seems to remember my line! and i continuously keep stuttering~ freaks.
i feel like everything got this weird feeling~ ... dont know why. it dosent seems right. like with everything~~ my script, lina's script... ((weird feeling~))

&now its all OVER. didnt went to last lesson, went to daddy's house to see sis and lil sis. very looong never see lil sis, she soo cute la. she really resemble me when i was kid. and also kinda look like me! (when i was a little kid, duh~) keke.
& she also got this same habit as mine, sticking tongue out whenever im engrossed with something. i would usually do that. its a habit, since i was a kid. &lil sis did it toooo. COOLS.

by 4, everyone in the house was sleeping. including me, elder sis, lil sis and my step sis. Step sis, end her lecture early and i found herself already in a deep sleep in the room. lol! so all of us sleep and eventually woke up the same timing. haha! W E I R D

everything seems to be good today. thank god.

today didnt really attend school much. school start at 9 but reach school at 4! and i stay at school less than 5 minutes. apparently, there was no class -.-'''

well. did woke up at 7 plus. uncle woke me up, tarifa from KL msg me few times. and huimei msg me. amalina also did call me. but i just cant seem to wake up. this is so scary.
been sleeping alot lately, which is soo bad. it can cause illness sia. OHMYGOD. EMERGENCY!!
so because of this, went to pharmacy.. bought this vitamin capsule.
so every morning, i shall take this vitamin((: hopefully it helps~ haha.

well. going to start doing revision now. SVE. and BPS. scary.
tomorrow assembly got prize presentation, COOOL. &march 1st going to bishan.
and few more weeks, bye bye clementi. off to bishan.
cant see eye-candy no more. ((kekeke))

it's exactly one month to the finals of this semester. SCARY. very scared. there is so many things to memorised and i have yet to even start writing notes. this term, no doubt ive become the worst and spoilt me. aiyooo. STRESS!

BPS, got 10 units to write units and memorise.
SVE, apparently got to remember the whole book! and roleplay to be done.
ETP, projects ends in weeks time.
WBS, like finally get our CA marks! after soo long, &now finals is just month away! -.-

no time to play anymore. need to put on hold on everything! videos. forums. facebook. but i doubt i can even resist to touch this laptop! hahaha. well, soon need to do homework! haha. so weird. 'homework' i hasnt been using that word since secondary school! lol. HOMEWORK. soo weird~

i shall watch some video while doing homework((: my favourite♥
&recently make new friend. wanxin,18 yrs old from pioneer JC. and tiara, 24 from malaysia(((: they are very nice & sweet person. ♥♥♥♥ loves them.

jayne, if you are reading this.
im sorry that i cant comfort you much.
because i really dont know what to say to make you feel better.
looking at you, saying all those words from your heart.
as a friend whom been around you for 7 years. it hurts me too.
but not as much as how you are feeling now.
all the encouragement that you received from me and the others, i hope you kept those words in mind. & continue to be the strong JAYNE WEE XIN YI all this while. all these years.
all of us just want to the old HYPER, CHEERFUL, CONFIDENT HAPPY JAYNE back.

all i can say to you is.
do try to forget him for this moment, i know its hard for you.
but think of your A's.
i know, you're not the type of people who will waste your time on this kind of things.
by the end of the day, when you look back to this day. you'll think its a waste of time.
dont you think so? ((:
study hard & achieve your goals.

take care. I LOVE YOU.

shall update about yesterday outing. so apparently, was out the whole day! haha. went to flyers with school, then to westmall for bowling and to sakae sushi to celebrate DJ's birthday.

flyers, as much as i was anticipating it. IT WAS BORING. it was already boring when we reach there. even way before we took the ride. maybe it was a moody day. while waiting to take the ride, i was already BORED.
the ride wasnt long at all. &the highest dosent seems to be the highest. apparently, singapore flyer is currently the tallest ferris wheel in the world. but because SINGAPORE, or its surrounding is empty, or not completed yet. there wasnt seems to see, or watch.
maybe perhaps during national day, with the fireworks. then, ITS A VIEW! hahhaa.
well, perhaps. when the incomplete building is done. THEN I SHALL TAKE ANOTHER RIDE OF THE SINGAPORE FLYER.

daphne, wee wee, lee, DJ, jiawei, allan and me took the bus to westmall. everyone fall asleep throughtout the journey. we then walk to the bowling alley and wait for the rest to arrive.
it was great to see all of them, its been awhile since i last saw them. or even, talk to them! ((:
weihoon, khenghong, rui, teckwhye, guang rong and jiajie.

JIAWEI, surprisingly get straight 5 strike and 2 spare. (woooah) while.
the first game, i got 3 strike! and spare.
this make me soo hype out for the first game.
slowly, second game. energy and feeling GONE. hahaha! so did jiawei. but,
rui continuously! GET more than 10 STRIKE! it was full with X's and spare. (aiseh)).
third game, i just gotten worst. and the forth ... dont even mention about it! hahahhahaha.

together walk to westmall, sakae sushi. lee already make reservation. &through out the whole stay. we were damn noisy. we were making alot of noise. ohmygod. the guys were like playing game. & seriously. everyone was looking at us, because we were VERY NOISY. and i got the feeling, the waitress didnt like us. -.-'''
first time feeling like this at sakae sushi. weird feeling~.
then time to bring out the cake. &sing the birthday song. LOUDLY. again, feeling weird. &taking photos and stuff. we stay very long! and we again, we were very noisy inside the sakae sushi.
we should keep it down the next time we go to the same sakae! ((:

but overall. the whole celebration was success.

was watching starking, 2010 new year special.
and saw this magic show.
well, the last trick, which was moving the card itself infront of the camera
is damn tricky and scary. I WAS IMPRESSED.
you guys got to check this out. ((:

There is no one will be beside me and give me a drink in hard time
There is no one will be beside me and laugh with me in happy time
There is no one will be beside me and cry with me in sorrow time
There is no one will be beside me and bicker with me everyday.

finally. BPS report is all done. all that is left is with its solo presentation!
and roleplay. &finally EXAMS. then i shall happily fly to MALAYSIA. kekekekeke.
well. shall not talk about school today!
after school, went to IMM. its been MONTHS since i last step to that place.
went to search for shikin stuff's ... &we were just browsing every shop.
from mini toons to harvery norman! hahahaha. &didnt even realise of the time.

reach home. totally bush! ohmygod. body ache-ing almost everywhere.
then fall asleep. deep sleep! like ohmygod. uncle then woke me up.
super blur. FREAKING BLUR. feel numb and the pain came again.
pain here and there. pop some panadol. and should be ok by tmr?
FINALLY, no school on friday. FLYER HERE I COME. hahahha.

& oh! btw. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENGJUN.

its almost 4am in the morning now. &IM NOT SLEEPY.
i am fully awake. LAUGHS.
so weird. i just went to the kitchen to grab coca cola can to drink at 3.30 in the morning.
and i guess with drinking this gas drink, its kinda make me all HYPE! hahahha.

well. now. NOT WATCHING ANY VIDEO. hasnt been watching video this few days okkays.
been busy with .. i dont even know myself, what was i busy with (???) hmmmm.
maybe stressing over the SUPERSHOW tickets. hahaha! HERE I GO AGAIN. with the tickets.
laughhhhs.

listening to 바래 .... looks like 바보 right? haha! at first, i thought it was 'babo' 바보 (fool) but it is 'barae' 바래 (i hope) by FTIsland.

YESTERDAY WAS KYUHYUN BIRTHDAY. happy 22nd birthday kyuhyun oppa. LOVESSS...
next is HANKYUNG BIRTHDAY. 9 FEB.

and im wonder, why am i sooo hyper at 4 in the morning. WEIRD. ohmygod. KILLLLS.
*jumpppy* *jummmpyyyyyy*
was talking to jiawei in msn awhile ago. then, he dont want talk to me already)): SAD.
now, NO ONE IS TALKING TO ME AT 4 IN THE MORNING!! boring.

its totally pass 2am in the morning. &im feeling soo happy. its weird and super freaking weird.
well, firstly got to thank my fellow friends who help me in my bps report.
helping me to think of what are the things i should write. although we're completely doing different things.
I LOVE YOU GUYS. love you guys too much. hahahah!
well. fortunately during the 2 hours of BPS, i manage to write up till 5 page. kekekkee((: thanks allan for the guide you gave me all along the 2hours. ((:

well. school ended at 6 plus for me just to do the report. thank god, the first time let teaher see, teacher didnt have any negative points! phewwww~. really love you people. HAHAHAHA

thought of not going to taekwondo. since i left school almost 6.30pm! when taekwondo starts at 7pm! but still. dunno why. i got the mood for taekwondo and i just go ahead although i was sucking tired. hahahha. reach school 7plus.
learn new belt pattern today. it was kinda nice when m'am was doing. PRETTTTTY. hahaha
debby was sad. CHEER UP GIRL. love ya!
then pui eng, she faint at taekwondo. well, almost. i guess, the last physical training, really make us all exhausted. really. although we do it for a while. we're feel like fainting.
the new girl really cannot take it. still kena force to do. and she almost faint. really worry for her!!

homesweethome. dinner time((:
see report. omg. look at it, i really dunno what to type already. hahahaha! ottoke? then got distracted with facebook and forumssss.
then facebook with sue unnie. WITH HER HELP.
i see some WAYS OF MINE TO GET THE CONCERT TICKET. omg.
then, chat with cousin. she wasnt asleep. she is also doing her assignment.
when im going to KL, she will come back from her hostel and meet us! yea, love cousin.
maybe uncle from KL going to come singapore during chinese new year.
then chat with cousin about her school thing, she is going to graduate from her university.
and insyallah, if god willing to, she will continue to take her degree. woooah.
at the age of 24?? yooooung. i guess she follow aunty steps.

okkay.shall really go sleep. NITES.
maybe not.

24hour just gone. SO FAST. although im on medical leave, i feel like i wasnt. now, im buried with BPS report. thinking and typing what to write for those 5 pages. ((thinking thinking typing)) ...
& obviously, my brain isnt thinking and im soo easily get distracted. OHMYGOD.
can i have an extended medical leave? i think my brain is going to exploode soon. HELP.
how did the year2 student cope with this? come to think about it, how derrick cope with this??
amazing~

tomorrow school. still have SVE, ETP. thank god, tomorrow NO WBS. i dont think my brain can ever take the minutes now. I NEED BRAKE. this is like emergency. FREAKING OUT HERE! argh. my brain is all about school school school. THAT IS ABNORMAL man! no time for personal issue here! what a bother.

well. i guess, i shall continue the rest tomorrow. shall pop the pills in my mouth now! &get some sleep.

yupp. all this video is all the craze that happen in LOT 1 the day SHINEE came!
it was super chaotic. and totally embarrasing for SINGAPOREAN FANS.

reported that only 1000 fans are entitled to the fan-signning.
& by 4am in the morning, there were already more than 1000 at LOT1.
CRAZY MUCH. by the time at 1pm, theres already thousand of girl fans! at LOT1.
everywhere!

& THEY ARE SUPER CRAZY AND SCARY. DISGRACE.
SM didnt think that these kind of things will ever happen to their boys!

the girls are even willing to spent an album! ONE ALBUM for S$60 dollar.
60 dollar one signature. thousand fans! they make S$60,000! in hours!!!
woah. BIG MONEY!