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Thursday, December 24, 2009 @ 11:41 PM
today was just another sorrowful day for me & family. today, i have lost another family member that i adore and love. well, every family member be it far, near, close or not we are still family. in all my 18th years of living, family always come first. &in this 18 years, ive seen that all my family be it on mom's side or dad's side, we are very close to each other. and it is very nice to have a relationship like that. i cant imagine if i werent close to all of my cousin, aunty and uncle.
uncle pass away at around 3am in the morning. sis tried to call me, but i was just dead asleep. sis didnt sleep the whole day, after receiving call from aunty, she straight away went to the hospital with daddy. then finally, at 9. i answered sis's call and of course. woke up all of sudden& to hear such a news. i was just staring blankly.
then, daddy pick me up from home to aunty house. there were alot of people. till i cant find cousin anywhere around the house. so just wait one corner together with daddy and lil sis. wait & wait. then, finally the body is out, ready for buried. i just burst to tears. especially when i saw daddy kissing uncle forehead for the last time. then, i saw cousin tears, really heart break. he was like holding his tears very hard. see him, till. ohmygod. very pain.
then all of us went to the cementery. once again, cry again)): then, saw cousin helping uncle to the grave. it was my first time saw cousin very different. like very matured? 4rd cousin just fly back from sydney. its been months, since i last saw him. at that time, cousin was still in the plane from melbourne. he didnt get to see the last of uncle)): we all waited for him till around 5 plus. everyone just shed tears once again.
the whole day, 2nd cousin & 4rd cousin was just completely keeping quiet. keep looking at them, very sad. hais. then saw some familiar faces from mediacorp! some suria actress that used to film/act together with 3rd cousin came over to see her.then, daddy sent me home. & the whole night till now, feeling glooomy. no mood to talk either.
you can say whatever you want/like anything that you wished for. i simply just dont bloody care. i dont find you any different from those people.
