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Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 11:35 PM
now then i realise that i had a weak stomach. ohmygod. yesterday, went to escape theme park with radin, sunbae nas & dabby. i was late! i wonder when was the last time i got to a place, dot on the time? haha. really, cant think any! ohmygod.
its been years i never step to escape theme park! the last time i went was secondary 2? keep going there with classmate! ohmygod. those were the days. memories* & nothing really change much! like all the same? escape theme park is slowly becoming a theme park for the kids!! not much of an adult place to play. CANT WAIT FOR NEXT YEAR UNIVERSAL STUDIO! im so going to go crazy, running all over the place. and taking crazy ride till i puke! hahahha.
as far as i can remember, the cause that make me headache till now, is probably i took too much ride at the pirate ship. i lost count on how many times ride i took, was perhaps more than 10 rides! ohmygod. headache!
but it wasnt as bad as the rides that we took in korea. EVERLAND THEME PARK. i love the wood roller coaster! that is soooo amazing. hahahaha. i want to take again. haha. & the safari. ohmygod. long queue. but worth it.
just watch live performance of SNSD & SJ. but very super freaking lag?hahaha. but very cute la. saw some familiar faces. appear on family outing! hahaha. i saw jongshin ajushhi! hahaha.
going to take panadol, and knock myself down dead. good night.
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Sunday, December 27, 2009 @ 1:31 AM
強く残っている記憶 君からの短いメッセージが
切なく胸締めつけるけど 永久の幸せ僕が守り続けたい ...風になってそっと包みたい
君がいる世界にすぐ飛んで行きたい
逢いたくても逢いたくても
待ってるから 待ってるから
i cant bring myself to say this out.
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@ 12:13 AM
MERRY CHRISTMAS;HAPPY HOLIDAYS
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Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ 10:49 PM
MERRY CHRISTMAS in belated. everything seems to be just perfect, but the only thing that is missing is ... SNOW! suddenly, im craving to play in the snow. although there is snow city, its a big NO NO! i want nature snow. NATURAL SNOW that falls from the sky. enjoying the cold temperature in the holidays. suddenly bringing me back memories to korea. how enjoyable the weather back in korea. wow.
then suddenly, sis wanted to go to new york next year. but i keep asking her go korea! i want to play snow in korea next year. snow snow snow. hahaha! but still i think stay melbourne better, can go holiday and stay with cousin there! ((: but, after uncle passed away. elder cousin going to stay put here in singapore here for few months before going back to melbourne. )): next thursday, going to cousin house.
tomorrow, there is taekwondo chalet till tuesday. &elder uncle dont allow me to go. yesterday was christmas, &elder uncle give me money to go shopping! he wants me to get some new clothes. yea!! my christmas present. tomorrow, will be going to meet sis after her work, and im dying to go to faceshop to just buy something there again! i just need to spent $100 there! &will be heading to chalet for bbq. THANK YOU UNCLE! love you alot alot.
today my young cousin from KL call, to share with us good news! ((: she got her result today, not sure what resut. but what i know its an important exam. hahah! cousin mention that she got straight 9A's. ohmygod! jaw drop!! 9A's. can you believe it? like wow. AMAZING. maybe because, before. elder uncle mention that if she got straight 9A's, elder uncle will give her a gift. &she did! hahaha. BIG CONGRATULATIONS to cousin fatihah. elder uncle awarded her a trip to mecca in saudi arabia. how can we not love elder uncle soo much? hahahha.
yesterday, uncle went to watch avatar! ): never bring me along! :(( tomorrow, maybe going to watch alvin & the chipmunks 2 ???? hmmm.
i realise i got a bad habit of buying things unnecessary. whenever im sad, or down. i will end up buying alot of things. spending my money away will just make me feel happy. need to think of something! before i run out of money. )): hahaha! HAPPY HOLIDAY PEOPLE. enjoy while you can.
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Thursday, December 24, 2009 @ 11:41 PM
today was just another sorrowful day for me & family. today, i have lost another family member that i adore and love. well, every family member be it far, near, close or not we are still family. in all my 18th years of living, family always come first. &in this 18 years, ive seen that all my family be it on mom's side or dad's side, we are very close to each other. and it is very nice to have a relationship like that. i cant imagine if i werent close to all of my cousin, aunty and uncle.
uncle pass away at around 3am in the morning. sis tried to call me, but i was just dead asleep. sis didnt sleep the whole day, after receiving call from aunty, she straight away went to the hospital with daddy. then finally, at 9. i answered sis's call and of course. woke up all of sudden& to hear such a news. i was just staring blankly.
then, daddy pick me up from home to aunty house. there were alot of people. till i cant find cousin anywhere around the house. so just wait one corner together with daddy and lil sis. wait & wait. then, finally the body is out, ready for buried. i just burst to tears. especially when i saw daddy kissing uncle forehead for the last time. then, i saw cousin tears, really heart break. he was like holding his tears very hard. see him, till. ohmygod. very pain.
then all of us went to the cementery. once again, cry again)): then, saw cousin helping uncle to the grave. it was my first time saw cousin very different. like very matured? 4rd cousin just fly back from sydney. its been months, since i last saw him. at that time, cousin was still in the plane from melbourne. he didnt get to see the last of uncle)): we all waited for him till around 5 plus. everyone just shed tears once again.
the whole day, 2nd cousin & 4rd cousin was just completely keeping quiet. keep looking at them, very sad. hais. then saw some familiar faces from mediacorp! some suria actress that used to film/act together with 3rd cousin came over to see her.then, daddy sent me home. & the whole night till now, feeling glooomy. no mood to talk either.
you can say whatever you want/like anything that you wished for. i simply just dont bloody care. i dont find you any different from those people.
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Tuesday, December 22, 2009 @ 7:32 PM
had dinner with uncle amy with two of his collegue. & day by day, spending time with uncle amy. i get to learn something just amazing about uncle amy. he got 200 people working under him. like ohmygod. that is what you dont hear everyday. hahaha. elder uncle urge me to ask uncle amy to ask an recommendation letter to do an attachment at his bank. ps la. shall ask uncle amy before he take his leave.
today 5th uncle drive uncle amy and his friend along orchard road. then we went for dinner. didnt ate much, see the food looks alot. and for sure, i wont be able to finish the food. kekeke. and the dinner was on uncle's collegue. hahaha. thanks thanks. then 5th uncle show uncle amy and his collegue alittle about the surrounding of their work place.uncle amy will be busy tomorrow. he said that he got 3 meeting to attend. it is said that he has presentation to show to the CEO's. wow.during dinner, uncle amy collegue's made some jokes. that till now i cant forget. hahahahha. uncle's collegue was asking about the tallest building in singapore. & 5th uncle said that the highest would be the 60 story. (not sure if its true) then the collegue ask. what will happen if there is fire?? then he continue, and said. 'so each of the resident have parashoot suit? so they can jump from story 60 to the ground level?' hahahahhaha. i just laugh loudly la. ahhahaha. very funny. maybe perhaps only to me. kekeke
today. sorry to group members. unable to join them to do projects.
sunday outing.,
Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 1:53 AM
since today is sunday. i didnt really expect anything to happen today. but, eventually went out the whole afternoon with 5th uncle and with 2 of my cousin. first, we went to a wedding. then we head down to serangoon, to watch a bird show. where all the parrots owner will show their parrots talent to everyone, and eventually win something! hahaha. it was exciting. there were really HUGE parrot. and some cuddly parrot. love love love. then went over to see some cage for dondon, BIG CAGE for him. so we went to one bird shop to another. and uncle saw this stainless cage, quite big & movable. cost near to $200bucks. cant wait for uncle to buy those. &instead uncle bought a small cage for his lovebird. then we went to farm mart, to get dondon nails cut off/filing! then, cousin and i were just looking at other birds and apparently ignoring dondon. hahahha! ooops. since, there were people there who were quite interested with dondon. i dont mind~ kekekeke. we stayed quite sometime, few hours i supposed.
then reach home, cousin play computer, i play their game at their ipod touch. I should not have sold my ipod touch in the first place. DAMN IT. then i can just easily download game. STUPID ME. lol. then uncle ask my help to transfer song to his iphone. so just drag all my english song to his iphone. i wonder if he will like it. LOL. maybe perhaps not suitable for his age ba. ooops. sorry. explore his iphone for awhile. tempting to buy iphone now. kekeke.
then, send elder uncle back home. since he is down with fever this few days. pray for his fast recovery((: then went to airport, to fetch uncle amy. he will be staying in singapore for some business in singapore. just happen to know that, uncle amy works in bank. CIMB bank? or some bank like that. he do hold quite good position. AMAZED. &of course, ask uncle amy, if he can recommend me to the bank for my attachment. & HE SAY YES. like ohmygod. cool shit((: he is willing to write a recommendation letter. but i wonder if it is acceptable?but anyways. THANK YOU UNCLE AMY. iloveyou
malaysia trip 12 december, 14-17 december,
Friday, December 18, 2009 @ 11:59 PM
heys! finally back from Malaysia((: a loong trip throughout the whole week. went to malaysia, batu pahat which is near to malacca! on 12 december (saturday) it was 5 hours trip to our destination just for relative wedding. during the 5 hours, sleep, play with uncle iphone game till dizzy. sleep again. and play psp. then,when we reach there, everyone was wrapping up everything. and other cousin&relative are also taking their leaves. when reach there, see cousin with his bride~ very pretty. congratulate them. uncle all give cousin a hug. kekeke. i suppose its been a while since we saw each other. ((: *sweet* then we took off to buy some medicine for elder uncle. then head to cousin house. to play with cousin son. VERY CUTE. SUPER CUTE. (>.<))) so all of stay till 11pm and reach singapore around 1am in the morning~ TIRED. 5th uncle took turn to drive with 4th uncle~ so it wasnt tiring for 5th uncle to keep driving us around! im thinking of going to take driving lesson~ since elder uncle going to sponsor it. but i guess, im not ready~ so lazy to keep going to classes for theory class.
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monday, 14 december. DAY 1 ,the day of our school trip to malacca begins.
had to wake up at 5am in the morning! amira spend the night together with me, so that she wont be late. amalina was supposed to come. &again, she cant make it. so she took cab down to school. while me&amira waited for bus at the bus-stop. NO BUS CAME! &soon we realise, no bus is available at that time0.0 so we took cab to school. PAMELA is bringing us again to melacca. ((: great! the only missing is JIMMY! the tourguide~ hais. then we went to tuas, my first time walk-in to ICA at tuas. the feeling like soo scary la. like what the. then we took another bus to immigration at JB. the bus was nice. ahhaha. compared to the bus that we took from school. HORRIBLE~ ooops! then we get to know this eileen tour guide. she was really very nice((: but, at first of course. it was boring. i began to compare her with jimmy. well, as time passes by. she wasnt really that bad. she was warm & nice((: she took care of us like a mother would. infact, she was like a mother to me. ahhaha. OMMA!
then as soon as we change bus. ALL OF US SLEEP!~ infact, all of would just fall asleep whenever we got in the bus. ahahha! i got neck cramp alot of times when sleeping. OUCH.
on the first day,we had to make several stops. the weather. soo wrong. it was sunny. SUPER SUNNY.
*shall not tell every second of what had happen through out the whole trip* :P okkay, i shall just tell the highlight of the trip day by day.
DAY1; the hotel is really very nice((: i like. the 4 of us(amalina,amira,me & huimei) didnt get to sleep together in a room)): well, theres nothing that we can do, can we? and there were nothing much.
DAY2; We went to this special place, for special children. i was completely touched by the story. at first, truthfully, i was scared. but while hearing their story, i just cant stop tearing up.i keep holding up my tears. VERY HARD LARRS)): &very pain. it was very sad. saw some of the girls actually tear up. then we went shopping again. apparently, there was nothing to shop about. Because! we went to the same shopping mall over again and again. then at night, we went to amalina's room. we play UNO. then we began to talk in faizah&lina's room. slowly, we began to feel very sleepy. we talk till past midnight. long talk indeed. then, me & amira continue the talk as we put on our mask. hahah! & we talk till around going to 2am~
DAY3; we girls then decided to chill out by the swimming pool. but then, we decided to swim at the swimming pool. it was chaotic! we made alot of noise which then attract uninvited guest from the building. apparently, the ones who disturb us would absoutely be the guys. so un-gentleman~ -.- after washing up, all of us started to get hungry. & we decided to call for pizza delivery. YUMMY!! hahaha. can you believe that we actually have to struggle to find a public phone just to make a delivery!!! & end up we manage to get a favour from the reception counter. eat till we're super full! hahaha. we order this and that. MY TREAT,no worries. ((: this time round, did not bought much things compared to korea shopping! on the last day of shopping. all 6 of us, decided to watch movie, instead of shopping! we enter late for the show, and we leave the cinema early! hahaha. we run from another shopping centre to the other end of shopping centre. it was super tiring. was like amazing race. everyone was looking at us. MALU!
reach home. just in time! thank god. once reach home, wash up& clean house, uncle didnt really clean the house. & follow uncle to the mosque. since it was new year in islamic calendar. it is to forgive all your sins & get protection.
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Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 2:47 PM
ITS H O L I D A Y!!!!!the day all of us were waiting for. after being buried with books! and countless of project. finally, its the day of our freedom. able to wake up late from school. No more lectures! No more detention! hahaha. especially for me~ kekeke. well, other than having fun for holiday, have tons of housework to be done with. hais-.- soo boring. can i just borrow daddy's maid to clena the house! hahahaha.
well. monday going to melacca((: a week of fun! ohmygod. cant wait. but cannot watch FAMILY)): hais. tomorrow, going malaysia, cousin's wedding((: & JAYNE IS IN JAPAN RIGHT NOW. ohmygod~ soo good((: now decided to take a break before doing all the house work! )): took quite alot of self-cam. *PS* *PS* kekeke
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@ 12:33 AM
the first time i tried it. then the second try!! woohooo, it increases! BUT it drop back .. -.- SADLY. my typing sucksss~ was aiming to score pass 70 words!! but its IMPOSSIBLE?? hmm.
was supposed to study BPS, which its CA paper is tomorrow. but play some fast typing speed game, something like that. go ahead & try it. http://speedtest.10-fast-fingers.com use to play it with clique during nitec years. trying to beat each other with the fasters word to type per minute. from the result shown, mine just increase& falls back down!!!!!! -.-
& tomorrow after 12noon. OHMYGOD. no more school. say hello to HOLIDAY! woohooo. monday going to malacca with dearly friends & classmate. while saturday, will be going to batu pahat(?), malaysia. cousin's wedding. looking forward to saturday(((:i got to admit, today was the bestest day ever! EVER. got to wake up late, enjoy sleeping till noon((: ahhaha. watch FAMILY the whole day! & read forums the whole day too.i cant ask for more! LOL
okkays. now really got to go back & do BPS last read-up~
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Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 5:06 PM
let me present to you the new gorgeous phone!
LG GD900. isnt it a beauty! other than it was advertise by BIG BANG!
laugh out loud, that wasnt the only reason that i badly want this phone((:
the keypad is transparent! its super gorgeous then iphone!
ohmygod. im soo desperate to have this phone.
unfortunately, this phone is only in korea)): ahhhhh!!
i wish it arrives in singapore one day~ oh my~
just cant stop looking at the gorgeous phone.
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 10:22 PM
tomorrow, no school! oh yea((: it sound so weird but its true! its my first time encounter such luck like this. hahaah! but, the teachers still need to come school. its been hard on them! )): well, one more day! after friday~ weeee. its H O L I D A Y~ oh yeaaaa.
this week seems to be lifeless -.- not much lesson also, and all is about project & bps. basically, its all about BPS. hahahha. & today, was soo relax! instead of lesson, section head show us this movie very interesting!!! 'TAKEN' very nice movie. recommended((:
all we did today was watch movie & took a short BPS class test! & class was released at 1pm((: then went lunch with the girls at central & head off to my house to relax.
then the girls head home, while i have to go to school again for TAEKWONDO((: it was rather interesting though.sweat alot larrs. -.- then, MAKE NEW FRIENDS((: her name is kris. she is polite and she is my sunbae(senior) brown-black tip okkkays. kekeke. radin went off early, since her bf fetch her. so went home with kris. so we talk and talk and talk. i find her talking very slang~ naturally... & i suddenly got caught into speaking slang~ what the heck! but it seems fun! kekekkee. okkays, so then!
i realise that i misplace my precious bracelet! ohmygod. it is super freaking important to me. my black beads bracelet. uncle bought it for me. ohmygod. i was freaking out, end up msging the guys if they got saw it. thank god! the guys found it & teckwhye kept it for me. thanks alot yaa guys.
thanks teckwhye for your help & jun qiang. lucky got them. if not. ohmygod. i will continue to freak out till tomorrow! hahahahha. thanks thanks.
was hopping from a blog to another blog when i saw the most outrageous post ever! in my entire life from reading a blog!! really. someone have to just stop thinking they are just playing good. or perfect! hey! if you're saying you're god damn smart!? my advice, think again!!
kater orang, cermin diri sendiri dulu sebelum mengutuk orang lain tak tentu arah!!!!
translated; please take care of yourself before comment on other people. (smth like that) whatever. i just cant believe that these type of people still do exist, how should i describe them. perhaps thick-skinned, or perhaps the thickest-skinned ever like a pig. these people just dosent think smart, or think as an adult. just a comment made & you're all frustrated-.- that shows you are god damn freaking immature. maybe perhaps you got to stop thinking that way and perhaps act as an adult!
you're just going to end up .. falling to the ground one day with those words.
azamuddin langak, i hate you.
you are such a low person! wtf cann. i wont do such things if not for your bloody arrogant attitude. and infact, you did admit and agree to what everyone was mocking at you! why the bother to block me! wtf! ever single word that we post it was equivalent! & it does freaking make sense! put those words more. & you're soo going to get it from me!
i hope i can find you one day!! we gave you change, but you just ruin the chance & just make things far more than worst. you're digging your own grave boy!
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Tuesday, December 8, 2009 @ 11:06 PM
today's weather ... ohmygod. it was soo freaking HOT! the hottest of the hottest day ever~ oh dear. Pray nothing of this weather will ever occur again! i wish it was pouring instead((: hahaha. hmmm. 3 more days! to our BPS CA. oh dear. scared scared. hahahah!i need to buy new earpiece~ ahhhhh. way before i depart for malacca trip ((: saw the earpiece that i wanted online, but it cost $25 bucks larrs. expensive for a earpiece lei~ hmmmmm. maybe end up buying the new ipod earpiece. but~ still thinking. hahah! LOLokkays lar, going to start doing BPS revision((: & while watching FAMILY OUTING! ((:
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Monday, December 7, 2009 @ 9:40 PM
here, cousin is just sitting down at the staircase infront of the STANDARD CHARTERED building. we're just waiting for the cab to arrive. it was indeed a looong wait.
in the mean time, cousin ask me to take some of his photo as facebook! hahaha.
small cousin here, is just playing cute. posing~
again, for their facebook! hahahha.
cousin here just waiting for uncle to finish his 42KM marathon. we waited & waited.
& we got FREE this cheering board thing. 'you can do it!' lol.
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Sunday, December 6, 2009 @ 10:35 PM
today totally had a whole one day event! but compare to weihoon who had to be at raffles at 3 in the morning~ that is just playing crazy. HAHA. so had to woke up at 7 plus in the morning, to fetch cousin at the interchange. Well, it is because both of my cousin are taking part in the Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 2009. HAHA!! I find it very cute larrs~ Uncle actually work for Standard Chartered Bank, so that is why he can easily just registered his sons to the marathon! And he is very close with the CEO of Standard Chartered. Heard his position is very amazing~ Regional Head Something Something. CANT REMEMBER. too high-class to remember. WTF?
okkays, then took train and send them off to the starting point! there were soo many people there. Both of my cousin took part in the kids dash~ 750m ONLY. hahaha~ but seems like, its not 750m to me~ hahaha!! So they had this 42.195(?)KM marathon. WOAH~ damn loong la. i stay there and waited till the last person came. The runner took around close to 9 hours to complete the whole race~ DAMN LOONG but hey! at least he finish it((: So stay with cousin at the strting point~ and saw weihoon classmate. I dont know them or cant even recognize them, till one of them actually call out my name~ then GUESS IT! weihoon's classmate. hahahha!
anyways, this kids dash is soo cute>.<>.
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Friday, December 4, 2009 @ 8:26 PM
Yeah, Since you went away hasnt been the same
in my heart all i got is pain
could it be that i play the game
to loose you, i cant maintain
sunlight moonlight, you lit my life
realize in the night while love shines bright
cant let you go we were meant for forever baby let me know
days passed without you cant be forget
letting me be the cloud hanging above me
raining on me missing your touch
nights get longer and its hard to clutch
we're apart breaks my heart
its all for the best, you're my world
in time my love unfurls
'till then wait for you ....
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Wednesday, December 2, 2009 @ 1:37 AM
just randomly ...
listing my wishing list! hahahahha!
after loitering at different shopping mall.
i just cant resist not wanting this items!
hahaahhaha.
A D D I C T E D !
i saw this VERY very nice handbag!
suitable for going to school i guess?its those type of business kind ..
VERY NICE.
cant forget about it.
just continue to think about it ((:
and i just cannot NOT put this as my FIRST CHOICE.
then we come to croc shoe.
saw this formal looking croc shoe!this is the shoe that i want to buy for school.
i think, its appropriate to wear it for school?
i hope so, so now ..~
shall just wait till end of december.
what is the use of buying it now?
school is closing soon! hahahaha
crumpler bag! ahhhhh. love it.
unfortunately, i'm unable to purchase any of crumpler bag.
i want to just grab one of those crumpler bag.
but i wonder, for what ~~
school? or just for usual use? i wonder~
wtheck.
forever 21, suddenly ...
i am all addicted with clothes/dresses at FOREVER 21
the beautiful dresses. blouses. accessories.
ohmygod.
its forever heaven, i guess((:
just recently bought something from there.
kekekkekke
the most wanted watch ever!
saw this burberry watch at bugis there.
cost around more than 700 bucks.
cant remember. *BUT
it isnt the same design as the model shown above!
hahaahha.
but uncle, just give me this NIKE watch.
& uncle ask me to go & fix my adidas watch!
now, im going to have sooo many watch!
what;s the use? haisss.
suddenly, i became more demanding
for branded goods.
i guess, its the only way that i do.
to pampered myself! hahaha.
now i need to work to buy all these items.
or shall i start savings for them!
but i totally SUCKS in saving money!
for those who know me!
haahah. you know, its IMPOSSIBLE for me((:
laughs!!
but im trying not to get pampered too much,
trying to control myself.
haiiis. HELP
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@ 12:44 AM
today went to meet sis~
was supposed to buy shoes! for schoool.
but since, school is going to be over in 2 weeks time.
so why bother? hahaha!
might as well wait until school reopen ...
so end up, sis & i bought esprit shirt.
so both of us, bought each 2 shirts from esprit.
eat dinner & sis went to work ...
THANK YOU SIS.
LOVE YA
today happens to be 02 December 2009.
it is also stands for MUMMY'S BIRTHDAY.
happy birthday mummy~
every year, i enjoy celebrating birthday ..
be it, mine birthday or mummy's birthday.
buy a special cake, take photo & also present!!
hahahaha.
but, seems like ...
i cant do any of those loonger.
all is left will be just the sweet loved memories.
i will always pray for you in your afterlife.
just want you to know.
i miss you.
christmas is just around the corner!
* well, not really ** kekekeke
christmas tree and decoration is like almost ..
E V E R Y W H E R E !
all shopping mall will have a big christmas tree on display!
hahahah.
well, i wish it was snowing~
means, NO SCHOOL! hahhaahha
LOOOK!
what is the word written on the benie(??)
hahahahaha.
K O R E A
i have been supporing korea
since i was young!
who would thought of that~
laugh out loud.
i saw this VERY very nice handbag!
then we come to croc shoe.
crumpler bag! ahhhhh. love it.
forever 21, suddenly ...
the most wanted watch ever!
