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Friday, April 10, 2009 @ 5:55 PM
From time to time you’ll ask if I don’t feel anythingYou ask me if there is anything wrongDo I really look like nothing is wrong? Do I?Even now, my heart still hurts when I look at youEven it’s for a moment, I try to not let the tears fallI smile like an idiot when I look at you, don’t you know?So now, you and I, what are we? Can we really be like that? (Is that it?)Say that you’re missing me in your heart, that your heart is aching with longing just like me,tell meMy heart is stopping, I’m suffocating, my wounds are not healingEven after I patch the empty holes up, today my eyes still fill with tearsBy any chance, will you come back? I think about it so much that I’m going crazyDo you know my heart? I love you, I love you. I promise I’ll hold your hand tight and never let goI’m sorry, I’m sorry. Please come back to me. Is it true.. us.. can we really not go back to beforeBack to the days when we first met each otherBut I guess we can never do that.. please, oh pleaseMaybe.. By any chance.. Possibly.. If you’re also only smiling for my sakeIf it’s really like that, come backI’d rather be the first to leave if letting go is the only thing I can do for you butForgive me, I can’t do it. I can’t forget you.. Come back!How am I to let go when you’re standing in front of me?