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Saturday, January 17, 2009 @ 2:01 PM
help~ i dont know what to do.im lost~ im clueless~everything i do dosent seems to be working.theres nothing i could do to heal it.nothing would heal the wound.what else can i do?i try to think that none of this is worthy.nothing of this will last long.nothing of this is true.but everytime i think about it ...i feel as if i cant breath.theres no words that can describe the 'feeling'.is there anyone that can understand or feel how i feel right now?i try to pretend nothing of this sort has happen.i try to pretend as if none of this is true.i try to pretend that everything is just a dream.wishing that i would wake up from this dream one day.*i try to think nothing of this sort is true & is happening.i pray.work is alright.today is half day.nothing much happen.i shall not talk much about work then.i want to go out!! working and staying at home all day all week.is making me going nuts!