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Sunday, December 7, 2008 @ 9:56 PM
heys. today totally feeling much better.but still having cough. last night.. something scary happen!!i could see the vain in my palm~its like ... supre scary. never happen before. and i swear i could see all the green lines.and i was like freaking freak off~i went to ask uncle for help... then, uncle told me that my blood was not moving very well.he ask me to massage my hand.then at night.. cough super bad~ keep coughing non-stop.. cough till i fall asleep.hahas. then~ the next day. the amssager came home again, uncle jimmy!he massage my hand and he say that my hand swell~my hand is cold.. and the blood is not ciculating well~omg.. he just massage my hand. he hasnt massage my leg..if that happens.. im pretty sure that he will say alot of problem inside my body~im not ready to hear that!! hahas.already im down with cough.. my uncle banned me from drinking all cold water~DAMN! how am i supposed to live with that?~ hahas.then afternoon.. cousin came. then we watch this scary movie. my conclusion is~"you want to die, its very hard~~ "can u imagine that all the sin that you have done. and when you're dead.you have to pay for it??...this happen when my another uncle, okies.. i got 5 uncle all together. so you will be hearing alot of uncles.... hahas.then we went to watch this scary video. REAL.where a women was dead for 2 hours.. and she regain her life again.it was unbelievable. and i began to scare~ GOSH. and that is when i conclude that death is hard~ so dont commit suicide. !!!!!
